My family is the most important thing in my entire life. My parents and family are amazing: they are my rock. I never have to pretend to be someone that I'm not around them. They allow me to be myself. And for that I will be forever grateful. There are no words to express my sincerity towards them. Sometimes, I just do not realize how exceptionally lucky I am, and how grateful and thankful I should be for all of the things in my life; distinctly my family. My family is so supportive of me, and understanding. I would never be as great of a person as I am today if it were not for them. Every single person in my family has shaped me in some form. They allow me to be fearless, and to want to give a voice to those who do not have one. I want to succeed in school and in life in general, for myself, but even more so for my family. I want to make them proud.
I have done numerous things in my life that I wish I could take back every single day. I have made countless mistakes, and still continue to make them. And I will never be able to take them back. Yes, my family gets immensely disappointed in me, but they allow me to have another chance. Or in this case several more chances. Somehow though, I don't learn my lesson, as I continue to make the same mistakes, even as the cloud of their disappointment hangs over me. They may be extremely mad and disappointed, but they give me chances to fix things. Especially my parents. It is hard to work the problems out, but eventually we get through them. But we have to start all over. There is no trust between my parents and me after something like this has happened. I have to build their trust back up completely. And it is so, so hard to have parents who do not trust you. Who don't allow you, as a teenager in high school, to have electronics or to hang out with friends. But these are just the results of me breaking that trusting bond between us. Honestly, the consequences could be a hundred times worse. Every time I make a mistake, I relearn the same couple of life lessons.
1.Nothing, absolutely nothing, is worth lying to the ones I love.
2.The mistakes I make not only affect myself, but my family, and quite a few other people in my life.
3. It takes a very long time to earn someone's trust back after you manipulated it from them.
This time around, I will try my absolute hardest at not making these huge mistakes that seem to take hold on my life. My parents and my family do not deserve that. In fact no one ever deserves to be lied to like that. I vow to not let my mistakes get to the point where "I'm sorry" doesn't mean anything anymore. My family and parents deserve so much better after everything they have ever done for me.
Family Is Where Life Begins, And Love And Second Chances Never End.
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I have done numerous things in my life that I wish I could take back every single day. I have made countless mistakes, and still continue to make them. And I will never be able to take them back. Yes, my family gets immensely disappointed in me, but they allow me to have another chance. Or in this case several more chances. Somehow though, I don't learn my lesson, as I continue to make the same mistakes, even as the cloud of their disappointment hangs over me. They may be extremely mad and disappointed, but they give me chances to fix things. Especially my parents. It is hard to work the problems out, but eventually we get through them. But we have to start all over. There is no trust between my parents and me after something like this has happened. I have to build their trust back up completely. And it is so, so hard to have parents who do not trust you. Who don't allow you, as a teenager in high school, to have electronics or to hang out with friends. But these are just the results of me breaking that trusting bond between us. Honestly, the consequences could be a hundred times worse. Every time I make a mistake, I relearn the same couple of life lessons.
1.Nothing, absolutely nothing, is worth lying to the ones I love.
2.The mistakes I make not only affect myself, but my family, and quite a few other people in my life.
3. It takes a very long time to earn someone's trust back after you manipulated it from them.
This time around, I will try my absolute hardest at not making these huge mistakes that seem to take hold on my life. My parents and my family do not deserve that. In fact no one ever deserves to be lied to like that. I vow to not let my mistakes get to the point where "I'm sorry" doesn't mean anything anymore. My family and parents deserve so much better after everything they have ever done for me.
Family Is Where Life Begins, And Love And Second Chances Never End.
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